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02:23pm 29/06/2004
  I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zippedstraight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold
 
     

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11:10pm 16/06/2004
  Transition (let's rewind back to the start) you were a kid your teeth falling out of your head. We painted monsters and cut them out of cardboard (they were always) falling apart (always lost). In boxes that pile up so tall that we can't see over. But I knew you were smiling on the other side. (Voices) I overheard you talking with a boy. He told you the things you wanted to hear. But they were just vibrations made by his vocal chords. Only sounds. No meaning. (Fast forward) to this point in time I sit in this room and the windows are all painted black. Sunlight reminds me of the time I went to the parade with you (forget) Forget quadratic equations. Forget planting trees with your mother. Forget.  
     

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08:29pm 27/01/2004
 
mood: and she was hung by the neck
Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life.

I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you've got heroin?
 
     

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